UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so mad at him!!!!
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ok....i don't think i'm mad at him specifically..but just at what he told me...


so i change my fb relationship status and i ask him when he's gonna change his...he tells me that he doesn't want to be in a relationship right now cuz he's got a lot on his plate and he can't give me his full attention and his time and his girl has to have his full attention and time.....

i'm just mad cuz i was told the same thing by this guy that was my 8th grade crush...and i never got to be his girl or anything then cuz i moved...now i'm wondering what if....

i know that he's being a gentleman and that is a reason that i love him but i just wish......*SIGH*....i just wish that i had better timing with the guys that i end up being head over heels for.....

he also said that it would give us time to get closer and figure out how we 'match with each other'...watev that means....????







"Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy...anger...tears...laughter...It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it." -Unknown