asslinn....stupidity....hs drama

oh yeah..i almost forgot to tell you bout aislinn jay.....

so this situation goes back to the 10th....when we were at the bowling alley [and i put in asslinn for aislinns name....]

so we [all that went bowling and darius....briana did comment once] are going back and forth in a message on fb....

i guess...lookin back at it now....that it all started when i put up this stupid article that i thought would be funny being that everyone in our group cept aislinn is short....but anywayz....jersey said that it wasn't true....i said my point exactly cuz i beat aislinn in bowling....[total] n she said that she would like to see me beat her ass cuz "we all know who is stronger"...and i just said watev.....then i guess it started to get out of hand cuz aislinn came back with bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and i was still just jokin...n i said "i'll beat yo ass asslinn" then jersey came and said [direct copy n paste] "aislinn when u saythat we all know whos stronger it most definately is not u........cuz u are weak............end of storyn:P" so then aislinn came back wit a watev...n said to untag her from the message...[impossible] jersey said to not untag her...i just said u started it.....then kate came outta nowhere and said 10 pts for jersey but just entered the convo so she was not really aware of what was going on....then aislinn blamed it on me cuz i put the article up and called me a liar and that i would pretty much end up in hell...then kate comes back and gives everyone 1000 pts...i say 1000 pts for everyone cept aislinn cuz she's an ass...[j/k was playin off the asslinn thing]...
then kate [or jenny..idk] says that she's laughin with aislinn...me n jersey say at aislinn and we put in our little laughs....darius comes in with his commentary and says that were gettin a lil mean and kevin just comes in like a blonde....
that's when aislinn gets really pissed and gives an 'i know you are but what am i' thing....kevin puts in an ooohh...burn........aislinn is still there with we have apparent low self esteem/jealousy/bitchness cuz we're calling her asslinn and we're childish and name calling is old....
poor darius is trying to be moderator still and is telling aislinn to chill....but aislinn continues with us needing to grow up and she still doesn't wanna be tagged in the convo...
then kevin comes in [not like he's helping anything] and agrees with aislinn....she continues on criticizing everything we've ever posted and darius just pretty much cancels out kevins add by saying that he'll agree with anything...
then comes jersey venting saying that aislinn is immature and she basically uses the 'i'm rubber you're glue' thing.....
then darius becomes the sportscaster announcer guy....
then aislinn admits that she is a bitch and we need to deal with it.....blah blah blah....and she leaves the convo...yet again...
then doing the most childish thing [in my opinion] she deletes everyone as her friend...i think it was just me jersey n darius...but she deletes us and goes on...
jersey is like fine watev....ur out of my life and i'm happy about it....
then i come back and get caught up....then i go off on aislinn cuz i was always able to tolerate her cuz everyones got faults but she was actin real childish and i said that i was tired and that wat's done is done and our group has grown smaller but we got a replacement with jenny's lil sis.....
then aislinn came back with her tail between her legs and said a little pathetic sorry and sent me a friend request...i flat out told her that she has to be a little less of a bitch and then she can be okay with me again..but if anything like this happens again then we're over as friends......

that's it...one crazy situation that is really retarded high school drama between a bunch of 16 year olds.......god i hate this part of hs!!!!!



"Drama drama drama....save it for yo mama you deal at home you deal at school it's part of your life you dimwitted fool....it comes from girls it comes from guys it comes as shock or as no surprise....without it life's boring but with it life sucks" -KiKi Ray

Ugh......no title

bored...listenin to relapse kinda tired....but not really....

grandparents finally mobed out of the house..it's kinda a relief but i miss my grandpa..cuz he would take me to the baseball field n practice with me.... oh well...i enjoyed it while it lasted

eminem is crazy....yo he is like my fave rapper cuz he's so friggin crazy....his stuff is different.....ppl are too serious sometimes...especially these crazy ppl in the media....

i'm kinda tired but not really its 321 am....i'm listenin to 3 am...how ironic...lolz :P

my left hand is killing me cuz i've been playing my stepdad's spanish guitar and it's the first time i'be played in a while...i mean a long while.....

i haven't talked to jay in a while...i txtd him yesterday...but the only txts i've been gettin back are just those stupid chain txt crap....

i wanna talk to him...but it's always noisy...and i really wouldn't know wat to say...i just can't wait to see him....i wish we could just go to the movies like next week...on friday....*hint hint* i know he reads this too...

well the only one besides myself who reads this stuff....



"So this is it...this is what I wished for just isn't how I envisioned it feigned to the point of imprisonment I just thought the shit'd be different but something changed the minute that I got a whiff of it" -Eminem, Careful What You Wish For

friday the 10th

omg....this was a pretty fun day!!!!! [friday i mean]

so...me n my friends went bowlin

[so in order...it was (l-r) briana,jenny,aislinn,me,jersey,kate,n kevin]

kate n kevin weren't present when we first got there...so we don't have one of us all together.

but newayz......

after 6 outta 7 pplz were there, [kate came late] we started our first game and we started sabotaging everyone's turn and it was really fun...

kevin kept getting 7-10 splits and we tried 3 times to get both pins down...but it never worked..briana got one too but that time it didn't work n the guy at the counter came over and told us we shouldn't do it....he was bein a real ass!

kate finally got there and i told her who i was in absolute love with (^_^) she laughed at me....when i was finally told y...[which was, by the way, she ended up figuring it out...how idk]...i was mad at her!!!

then that guy and this other lady that worked there were eyeing us down looking like they were ready to kick us out...

i ended up bowling for like almost everyone towards the end of the second game.......

one of the times when our 2nd game stopped...mike j came on and we all started to dance...we ended up splitting up into 2 groups and one did the walk it out and the other did the moonwalk...i was killing the moonwalk..but i was a lil sloppy cuz the heels of the bowling shoes kept stopping me n my socks didn't work right on the floor

i got to meet the newest member of our feng shui group...briana...i first mistook her for jenny when i saw her in the car...she's pretty cool

oh yeah..i almost forgot...for the first game aislinn had me put her name as ace...the second game i did the same thing but when she wasn't looking i changed it to asslinn...it was pretty funny

overall i had a pretty fun day



"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you." - Elbert Hubard [friendship.com.au]

next post

i was apparently so preoccupied with this stuff about my baby....
[oh yeah.....i guess i can tell now cuz my friends are gonna discover who he is tonight.....it's jarius 'jay' c. (i don't wanna give his last name cuz he's a minor also....but my friends know who he is)]

yeah..so me n jay haven't figured out what our relationship status is yet....i wanna be a couple...he just wants to get to know me...it's so friggin confusing!!!!!!

but yeah....another day another issue



'It would be impossible to "love" anyone or anything one knew completely. Love is directed towards what lies hidden in its object.' -Paul Valery

o, canada!!!!

i got pics f my lil bros like 2 days ago...i just never said anything cuz i was pretty occupied with another topic.....[next post]

this first pair of pics are of my youngest canadian bro and youngest out of all 4.....his name is Andy/AJ....& his bday is the day b4 mine [he looks like his mom's side]...he is one


these are pics of my oldest canadian brother...his name is Alex...he's my 3rd bro overall....his b-day is the day after my dad's [dad is the guy that is holding Alex]...& he looks exactly like one of our first cousins...he turns 3 next week


i just wanted to show off my canadian fams...!!!!!!!!!!!!!



'O Canada! Our home and native land! True patriot love in all thy sons command. With glowing hearts we see thee rise, The True North strong and free! From far and wide, O Canada, We stand on guard for thee. God keep our land glorious and free! O Canada, we stand on guard for thee. O Canada, we stand on guard for thee.' -Robert Stanley Weir

UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so mad at him!!!!
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ok....i don't think i'm mad at him specifically..but just at what he told me...


so i change my fb relationship status and i ask him when he's gonna change his...he tells me that he doesn't want to be in a relationship right now cuz he's got a lot on his plate and he can't give me his full attention and his time and his girl has to have his full attention and time.....

i'm just mad cuz i was told the same thing by this guy that was my 8th grade crush...and i never got to be his girl or anything then cuz i moved...now i'm wondering what if....

i know that he's being a gentleman and that is a reason that i love him but i just wish......*SIGH*....i just wish that i had better timing with the guys that i end up being head over heels for.....

he also said that it would give us time to get closer and figure out how we 'match with each other'...watev that means....????







"Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy...anger...tears...laughter...It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it." -Unknown

take a dive no.5

omg!!! i have fallen for him soooooooooooooooooo much!!!!! he has been on my mind all day!!! i wish i could see him right this minute....but it's 1 in the mornin and that's not possible. i talked to him on facebook n he txtd me n we talked on the phone for a little bit but he had to go so..........

i wish friday would hurry up and get here so i can see him and i wish he could get some money quick so we can go to the movies so i can have some time with him....sigh.....

i think i truly love this dude...idk it's just....it's like this dude just stole my heart right out of my chest...and my chest really and truly hurts with all the love i have for this guy....

i cannot wait to tell my friends..i'm almost thinking of telling them now instead of friday....

as i was choosing a quote for today...i almost cried cuz all i could think about was him..my heart literally hurt with happiness thinking about him



"They say loving you gives you pains and is full of sacrifices but I'd rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than to not be loved by you" -Unknown

The day after pt. 2

okay...my bros are supposedly sleep but their in the other room. now where i left off....

so...me n my grandparents were just chillin at home gettin the grill goin...i was told to find a free place to see the fireworks....i get a call from my baby n he asks me where we're goin to see the fireworks...i told him idk...n he suggested centennial so i suggested it to my grandparents but gramps said we're going to lenox...so i tell him that we're goin there n he says i'll see...he ends up going to centennial and then calls me b4 the fireworks started n asks me if i'm havin fun n i tell him its okay...he says well i gotta go and i was just calling to check on you okay??.....

i thought AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! i was smilin my face off when he said that....

that's really all that happened that i didn't want to show my snitchin lil bros

The day after pt. 1

hello people...i'm here again..it's the day after the 4th: the 5th. i have my brothers laying next to me on my mom's bed. they are very nosy so i won't write what i want to.

yesterday i went to see the fireworks at lenox square. it was pretty cool. they had the designs and everything. saw the news vans and this camera guy taped the family right next to us.

my brother would like to add that we saw a rv and there were people sitting on top of it and they even had that little baby crib-like container thing on top with them.

my other brother would like to add the moon walk bouncy thingys that they had at lenox. they went on one and couldn't go on any other ones b/c we didn't have 20 bucks a pop for those little wristbands.

they also saw the stage and are saying that they don't know what was on there...one says beyonce was on there.


oh goodie....their gone now.....i will hurry before they come back..

i got to talk to....

never mind i will have a part 2 cuz their back.

Numero 2

okay... i know it's like 12:23 am n i should be in bed...but i have to say something...i can't take it.

i have this huge crush on this guy from my school and one friend knows it. this guy knows it and we have been talking to each other and i am really liking him. he is a complete gentleman and he is really down to earth. i feel like i'm falling for him but i don't wanna move too quickly cuz we're still in high school. i also just found out tonight that he wants to go to college on one side of the country and i want to go on the opposite side. he is also very religious, which i am not, at least like him. i just wanna shout out my love for this guy but i don't even know if he feels that way yet. i guess i could ask him...but it took enough courage to tell him that i like him. i guess 'i have to muster every ounce of confidence i have' [sorry for the teddy gieger ref. watching his vid.] and tell him that i am REALLY liking him...i may even love him but i haven't even been on a date with him yet..although i have known him for a couple of months. but i still think it's too soon. i hate that i have the brain of a 20 something year old adult!!!!.

1st blog!!

Hello pplz....this is my first blog....well i guess i can introduce myself:

My name is Kisha. I am currently 16 and an upcoming jr. in high school. I have 4 half-brothers. Two of my brothers are my mom's and the other two are my dad's. I guess that's all i'll tell u guys for now......stay posted plan on adding more...especially the coming 2 years 4 college